Diary entries

Talking sh*t

19.11.2024

Two things that would fix my life and make me happy are: having my own room and having a job. I truly envy people who have their own room. I hate sharing a room and it makes me so sick. I can't study, I can't have my own space, I have no privacy AND I can't decorate anything.

I'm trying to study new topics and reinforcing topics I already know for a job interview (it's in English), and when my sister is in our room, I can't study because she obviously has to watch tiktok videos or talk to some guy. And if you didn't know, I'm like the housewife in my family. Of course I'm not married, I'm the youngest daughter, but I do all the daily chores. And this people can't do anything. I don't have a problem with that bc I don't have a job, but idk, they make a mess without thinking that I am looking for a job and I need to study. All of you would think that they buy a lot of things from me, but the answer is no. I don't ask for money, I have already finished my degree, I don't go out, tbh I only ask for money for health issues.

Third world country

28.10.2024

I hate this country. We can never enjoy anything because obviously they have to cut off the electricity. this is a country with a base made of paper, there is no water either, but the politicians are filling their pockets with the money of the poor.

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A web developer failure

25.10.2024

I forgot something fundamental about web development... DIFFERENT BROWSERS. I had no idea how this website looks in Chrome, as it is a browser I don't use often. So I just opened it in chrome, and *drum roll sounds* it looks horrendous.

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Day of traffic jam

25.10.2024

1. My parents will be old OLD in a couple of years, and that breaks my heart. I'd like to bring the moon down on them, but I'm only 20 years old. I'd like to have a job, with a big salary and give them everything they ask for.

2. I went out with my best friend, it was fun, obviously, because being with her is always fun and relaxing. I wish I could be like her, a corporate girl.

3. there was a lot of traffic even when it was 8pm, because the citizens of my country do not KNOW HOW TO DRIVE, in this country anyone can have a license, and there are no rules, there is nothing, everyone is stupid.

The substance

24.10.2024

I went to the cinema and saw The Substance with my dad, my mom and my sister, and I just have to say that it was a BIG MISTAKE. The movie isn't totally bad, but it's a horror, and it's a genre that my older sister doesn't really like. But it was still funny and it got to a point where everyone in the room laughed at several scenes. This movie just reminds me of people who are so obsessed with their appearance, with their youth, with affirming their gender, I hope something like that doesn't happen to me (obviously not so dramatic) when I reach 50. And to finish, the movie reminded me that there are many latin american women who have died because of cosmetic surgeries, especially the well known lipo.

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First diary entry

23.10.2024

Hi, this is the first time I write something on this page. My days are not really interesting, so the first thing I'm going to write is: I GOT A NEW PAIR OF GLASSES!!! None of you know me in real life, but if you did, you would know that I had a lot of time with my old glasses. I like this new frame better than the old one, and more importantly, I see so much better with these glasses. Literally the first thing I thought was “gua que buenos los graficos” (I think only Hispanics would understand). To conclude, I didn't remember that the world wasn't blurry.

Tsukimi - princess jellyfish